BIG HUGS, I am so sorry you are going through this tough time.

*hugs*

i'm so sorry to hear about your dad...

beautiful pictures.

i'm so sorry that is happening to your dad.  *hugs*

you shouldn't feel bad about who you are and your weight. i am overweight. and i know i am overweight. and i know i am unhealthy. but i'm not about to go puke up everything i eat just so i can be skinny. yeah i wish i was skinny but i see where your coming from. a friend of mine use to have the same problem. but she was really tall for her age and really really skinny. she looked anorexic but she ate like all the time. she always said she looked like a man but she was really beautiful in my opinion. i'm sure your boyfriend loves you the way you are. and if you really want to gain some weight just try eating more i guess. lol. well i hope everything works out for you.

i'm sorry about your dad. i know exactly how you feel when you say you don't know how he could be going through this when there's so many other people who don't deserve to live. one of my best friends died back in march and he was only 18. but i thought the same thing. what has he done? he still has his whole life ahead of him?

i'll be praying for you.

dude i ride horses..i've been riding for about 4 years.

its amazing

Manny

Oh btw my dog is a Cairn Terrier, what kind do you have?

[skattebol]

Hey, this entry was really long but I actually read the whole thing and enjoyed it.

I'm glad you have a good perception of weight. My sister has been anorexic for 10 years and has ruined her life. I'm so sick of these stupid ana girls bragging about how much they've fasted and encouraging their little online friends to do the same, you never hear them talking about going to the beach or doing anything with REAL people.

I like the way you write about drugs + alcohol in your entry, you mention it but you don't go over it in complete detail like you're the coolest thing ever because you do drugs. That's another thing around MDD that pisses me off, lots of children doing drugs and thinking they're the sh*t. I used to do e + MDMA too much, it never became an addiction issue but it was just unhealthy but there's definitely nothing wrong with doing a pill or a few lines on the weekend.

Sorry if this comment was subdued, I just woke up from a nap :P

Oh no that woman is totally insane. I honestly think that she is off her rocker. I am not perfect but damn. Thanks for the comment! Talk to you soon!

Tons of Love,

Allie~

great entry. it was interesting. i'm a grammar nazi to. lol. except for like on the internet and stuff. but most of the time even when i'm writing like i am now or writing e-mail...everything is still spelled right with mostly all correct punctuation. but capitalizing crap all the time gets on my nerves so i just leave most everything lowercase. anyways, i've always been a spellaholic as well. spelling bees were kind of my thing all through middle school. then it got boring in high school. but i'm not even that smart or a straight A student or anything. but i love to spell. i know i'm a nerd. oh well.

i was gonna say something you said about the drugs and alcohol bit you wrote but i forgot what it was. and besides, i already had my share of drugs/alcohol/pills the other day. so i won't say anything or i will sound like a hypocrite and i would only sound preachy. so i'll just say...i agree with you.

Hope to hear from you real soon...

lol. sounds kinda like the entry i just wrote. i dunno if u read it but i wrote about how i feel like an alcoholic/druggie/pothead because i've just recently started trying stuff out. and i've always been a good girl. most of the stuff i've never even tried before and i'm 19.

but like just like you alot of people are saying what i'm doing is no big deal. get drunk on the weekends, get stoned every other night, take a (nonprescribed) xanax once a week. i guess me doing all that is not as bad as i thought it was. lol. now i feel like a goody to shoes or something.

btw, that last pic is hilarious. reminds me of something me & my friends would do. lol.

LOVE the writing style of this entry.  CONCISE.  And the pix illustrate it all just right. 

These are good times, hanging with your buds, young and healthy and all options open to you.  Savor these times. 

haah thanks :)

Lovess

Hellarockstar!

thank u for ur comment. i dont knw i can take him to court or nething though because i just dont know if i can mentall handle it.

i hope that stress leaves ur mind soon enough.  im sorry about ur horse. take care of urself. sammi

[raspberrycola]

cool pics. thanx for the add. sounds like u should avoid your friend "A" if your not interested in anything she wants to do.

sounds like you have a pretty awesome life. mine sucks majorly so i admire you. lol. i ramble waaay to much to. mostly because i just love to write as well. but yeah you sound pretty cool. and i'd like to read more of your entries so i'm gonna add you.

-♥ *L.a.D.o.n.n.a*